narcissistic me

im dying for a collier de chien cuff right now. i think i may fall into a coma if i dont get my hands on one right this moment.

we're not
the same, dear
as we used to be

the seasons have changed
and
so have we
there was little we could say
even less that we could do

to stop the ice from getting thinner
under me and you

tired

i am just
so. uninspired rn.

need to find inspiration.
need to move, move, move, act, act, act.

come on, now, the clock is ticking and your mind is deteriorating.

The prudent see danger and take refuge, but the simple keep going and suffer for it. 

jesus..
50 kg during school..
54 before europe..
55.5 after europe..
57 now that my friend from the states is visiting.

GROSSSS.